To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

i miss you - incubus


kangennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...ga bisa peluk...ga bisa tusuk2 perut dungungnya...ga bisa gigit2 ...

udah sampe jakarta lagi huaaaaaaa berpisah dr si jelekkkkkkk.....

kemaren mlm seneng plus bercampur sedih...kemaren dia ngirimin gw kata2 ini...

you were the patience in my anger
the breeze in my desert
the one that keeps me here
you were the silence in my scream
the dreams in my sleep
the one that keeps me here

huaaaaaaaaa si jelek ni paling bisa bikin gw meleleh...

sayang jelek bgt2 ..........rasanya gw pengen ngasi tau ke semua org he's mine ...biar ga ada yg bisa ngambil biar ga ada yg dikirimin kata2 ky gtu sama dia nantinya ...heheheh kumat deh posesifnya gw

gw ga tau apa yang bakal terjadi 2 minggu dr sekarang.....

tapi satu yg gw tau ..gw ga bakalan ada disini lagi , di melaka kota yang udah 4,5 taon gw tinggalin.... terlalu banyak yg udah gw rasain disini ...dr mulai di gosipin yg nggak2, di kecewain sama org yg gw anggap temen gw, kehilangan temen2 , dapet cowok, patah hati, dpt sahabat,dsb.....

gw ga tau apa yg bakal gw lakuin di jakarta nanti.... gw dah terlalu jatuh cinta sama melaka...

gw ga tau apakah gw bisa nemuin cowok kaya si jelek lg nanti di jakarta ...i just simply love him too much yg sampe2 gw sendiri ga percaya bahwa gw bisa  sesayang itu sama dia ..........

gw ga tau apakah gw akan bisa terbiasa untuk tinggal sama orang tua gw lagi...gw dah terlalu ow ngerasain hidup bebas ga ada aturan ....


ato jng2 sebenernya permasalahannya cuma satu .... gw terlalu takut untuk move on

malam ini aku kembali merindukan dia
dia yang bukan Kau takdirkan untuk ku

dia yg mungkin saja saat ini bisa ku panggil kekasihku
tapi tidak akan pernah menjadi pendampingku

kadang suka ngerasa gimana... gw tau itu salah...tapi di laen pihak g amau muna bahwa gw juga seneng dengan hal itu....tapi kadang yg jd pikiran gw apa pendapat dia tentang itu ??? apakah seprti yg gw bayangkan atau tdk ???

browsing2 trus nemu curhatan org trus baca2 solusi dari sang pakar ...eh tnyata kena juga ya ke gw jawaban dr sang pakarnya......

If you can't establish a line of communication with someone then you don't have a very healthy relationship. You will always be wondering what he's thinking, instead of actually knowing, and he will always be irritated for being asked to share his feelings when he doesn't want to. Eventually you'll start to doubt the relationship, and he'll just think you're insecure. The problem with this is the only way to really solve an upset is to understand it. If the other person is unwilling to help you understand it, then he's effectively telling you that he doesn't feel it's a problem, or he doesn't care to help you fix it. Either way, it's not a pretty picture. My advice would be to give it one more shot at trying to find the root problem. If you still can't get anywhere with him, I'd start looking for the nearest emergency exit out of this relationship.


again ???????

happy birthday to me.......

huaa ga berasa udah makin tua euy dah 22 ....

tapi kok td malem kaya ga enak gtu ya suasananya ...mudah2an cuma perasaan gw doank, n mudah2an dia ga bakal jd berubah balik ky dulu lagi ....